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If time travel were possible

If present day me could talk to myself from 10 years ago, I would say… Ten years ago, I would have been fifteen. Such a delicate age. I would say that the boy you love right now is going to end up breaking your heart. Many of the happy memories you will harbor of him will slowly be replaced with betrayal and pain. I want to shield you from that pain, but the experience itself brought you out of your sheltered life. At fifteen, you were a mess. You did well in your academics, but you did poor to socialize. I would have loved it if you talked to people other than your circle of friends and your boyfriend. I would want you to try new things rather than stick to what feels safe and comfortable. I advice you to spend more time with your family, no matter how awkward it must feel at your age. At fifteen, you can't picture out what your life would look like. Highschool, and life at that moment was good enough for you. I wish I could tell you, life is more than that. So much more. Your lif

A New Challenge Awaits

I have come to appreciate my past blogs. My past posts were full of ramblings, a string of emotions that even I can't decipher. Now that I have matured, I would like to document parts of my journey in life in a more self discerning manner. I am writing this during a worldwide pandemic. There is no guarantee that it will stop soon, or that it may stop at all. This year completely caught everyone off guard. I would like to see my journey in this difficult times. I am blessed that the pandemic didn't impact my life as it did to others. I have a secure job/stable income. My family is well provided, although I constantly worry about them as I am quite far from them. I have a solid support system in the form of my loving boyfriend. I am quite honestly better off than majority. I honestly don't know who to thank at the moment. If it were simply due to my hard work, to destiny or to God's will. Nonetheless, I am thankful. Anyway. You probably know that I am not consistent. I te